Now that I’ve seen thru you, I just want you out of my life.

Do not regret.

Had an interesting conversation today and these phrases are inked in my mind.

How long is a piece of string?

Do not expect a mercedes with the price of a chery qq.

Think about it.

trust vs love

If there’s no trust, what’s there to love?

I’m thinking.

I’m sick and tired cos a leopard will never change its spots. It’s true for me, it’s true for others. 

On a side note, I’m fungry 😦

A vicious cycle

the courtship, the honeymoon period, the fault findings, the bickerings, the quarrels, the getting used to, the breakup. it’s all a vicious cycle isn’t it? who doesn’t want a longlasting relationship? I want, but I’m not sure what I’m holding on to anymore. Is it all worth it?

A note from Judith, “don’t let what others do to you bring you down”. I’m trying my best to and it’s easier said definitely.

been awhile since I’ve been here, gosh, it has been a year? just some updates about my life since I’m really bored now.

in and out of companies, sometimes I really wonder if it’s just me. not sure, but I guess since it’s decided, got to make the best out of it aite? right choice or not, be thick skin, move on and gambatte!

All my past posts seem so sad and pessimistic. lol. life isn’t too bad, just a little hiccups here and there, worry for nothing most of the time and always being the unreasonable me. part and parcel of life, I guess.

I’m getting old and fat.

On a side note, I am going to Italy soon! can’t wait! 🙂

No more turning back. Will be hurt and upset for awhile, but you’ll soon get over it. I’m done.

All I ever wanted was for someone to love me for who I really am.

Didn’t expect this to end, don’t want it to end too. But I don’t want to face the same shit again and again.

The feeling of waiting for someone for 2 hours just so you can talk to that someone and a reply of boredom, distraction and wanting to hang up the call any min from that someone just sucks.

Thats how im feeling now.

If it’s all not worth it, why still cling on?

Try being a 2nd priority in everything. Be it work, be it friendship, be it relationships. Try being in it for your whole life and tell me how you will feel.

First I feel like shit, then I want to fight to be first, next I feel sick and all I want to do is just to give up coz you’ll realise it’s all not worth it after all.

Just get me out of this shit.